sheesh yknow what? i'll lift the hiatus. i think it's some kind of reverse psychology, the more i tell myself i cant blog i shouldn't go online yadayada the more i want to.

where has my self restraint gone?
into the dustbin with that piece of tissue i just blew my nose on.

i dunno what's changed. i couldn't be bothered to blog even if my mental health depended on it but since july this yr i've been blogging at like X times the previous frequency. hello? 50 posts in 2 months? when i took like 2 yrs to reach a hundred? 0.O

anyways.. i was just having some random thots:

• u cant trust most people in rj. why? this is what i overheard, "OH I HAVENT ACTUALLY STARTED STUDYING.." YAH RIGHT. who're u trying to kid? with like nearly 2 weeks left to promos u really expect people to believe that? 9_9 some kinda genius u must be then.
• IKEA catalogs are nice to read. their adverts have always been wordy but somehow they always make me smile. and i love looking at all the ikea children furniture, so nice and colourful. and omg MUDDY DO U KNOW THE SOFT TOYS ARE GOING AT 90CENTS PER PIECE?? and they're super uber cute too! time for an IKEA trip.. after promos. :\
• coughing keeps ur abs toned.

ok i had more random thots but nah i cant be bothered to recall them.

wait. it's working!! i'm starting to find blogging troublesome again! YAYYY!! see i know myself best ;)

and all it took was one entry! lmao.

ah but we'll see what happens in 24 hours.

ohoh and i did something really stupid today. i took a nap in the afternoon and when i went to the toilet to washup, my heart was pounding like crazy. i was wondering what on earth was wrong with me when i realised it was because I FORGOT TO BREATHE. X) it's like i know i cant breathe thru my stuffed nose so i should be breathing thru my mouth but i forgot to open my mouth to breath. uhm.. did that make sense. nvm. elisa prolly understands. she's like the only one who understands my random ramblings. I MISS YOU ET! :):) and I MISS JAVA AND AMANDA AND VAN AND JO AND AIYA EVERYONE.

i hate being sick.
i feel awfully faint and weak and it sucks awfully bad that i cant do anything about it like exercise and RUN. i wanna run! i wanna SWIM. omg i miss swimming.

oh crap i'm such a whiny piece of lard.
bleargh.

forgive :)

go to, then; your considerate stone.
7:06 PM
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